Misunderstood.

OK! HOOLD ON.

2005-11-27T09:09:00.000-08:00

~ Will be deleting all Posts Below This post. Ah well. New Year,New Beginnings. Just lemme find some time to slooowly delete n clear em .
~Applied for class change.Really hopes it go through leh. But if i really kana change class. I will have to face them all over again. >.< Ookkay. Heads up.Have the confidence, dear NightStarrz. ^^ Reflected a bit. Guess i got a tad TOO rash. Well. Tolerance is the best thing to do in life. Hope i dont make any more mistakes in Yr3 lerh.
~Maple Stuffs. --> So boring. *Yawn* Kana 3 dae maintanience.WTH. Got a guild named Shattered. Even tho its my idea, I'm starting to regret. It dosent SOUND or FEEL shattered at all. The guild feels. Normal. Like a more expensive buddy list liddat. =.= not being a wet blanket lar. But. You get the msg. Umm. Thinking of opening a guild webbie.*pokes xsilent* But cant find a suitable hosting site for it. Will start work tomorrow. >.< Dang.Reminds me of .holiday. homework.

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2005-06-15T01:58:00.000-07:00

[shark]OH MY GOD! you mean...you stil lyk tt guy?! ya i admit la. you did hab gd taste las tym heh. well considering tt u c him alwaes at ur hmt class...but do u tin tt u r stil tt cloze to him anymor? try talkin to him n find out more... ^^ i wish u gd luck wit him. heh. hezel ...tel him go hell la. guys liddat not worth ur attention de.mii arhx..i plan to wait till i am wurkin...or maybe poly..i think tt tym mor suitable ba..now i needa concentrate on studii -.- fail again.hmm. umm.erm. thanks for the vote...really boosted mii confidence in art...maybe when i graduate from chungcheng...i dun go poly...i go join the arts sch...-nods- my mum tell mii to join tt if i reallii lyk art. heh. ^^
[to the one hu is banned from com and the one who never talks]HOLY CRAP! [sry...i really very gloomii todae...mus start everytin wit CAPS LOCK] ah yes. i am finally invisible. i get how you felt last time. its..a psychological prob. thats why your thoughts kept gettin you cloze to the thought of death. ya...maybe i also kana ba..even i oso wonder y i am so quiet.too quiet. lost the interest in going out le..just wann stay at home and rot...you get wadd i am sayin? ya..a walkin corspe liddat. mii fwenx at mii guild oso say i like a loner liddat when i talked to em abt mii life in sch. the voiceless one in class.actually...jiyuen..i think she also in same situation...she told me sumtin..shocked me.i act as though i misunderstood her..but actually i know what she is driving at...ya..i did felt that way.

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2005-06-12T04:24:00.000-07:00

[wenqi]envy u seh wenqi...you can cope with such pressure.if me i might just jump down n die le.u wil 4eva b mii fav cousin...you are the only one who stuck by me for...13 years now...thankiexz.-nods-
[blog] same old same old.found new passion in life.i am gonna realize me dream...i will not let any obstacles stop me...right.?see..SEE....I ENTERED IT! i entered the contest...i dunt need any toopid scanner...i dunnit any toopid program...look.i did it...all by myself. its the first time..i..felt..special..not extra like last year...lucky i quit seh..if i stay any longer...i will really hate music. started to touch my violin le..i cant hate music jus coz of it..i cant think tt wae. ^^ thankyou...wenqi again..fer gibbin me tt sense of importance.youre the only one who even talked to me...kept me company for so long.13 years...celebrate? mus pull urself together k...ur mum is relyin on u seh..jiayou.

hm.

2005-06-07T02:16:00.000-07:00

-->yuppies...now do you get it?huhx? why doncha open that pair of eyez u habb...there are nobodii hu wunt react negatively [[ish tt how u spell tt?wonder]] abt thizz...its no use le...its breaking off...bit by bit.duncha realize?duncha see?its.unfair..its..not right.its collasping.simply put.

Todae went fer job attachment.fun.touched stingray and shark and dolphin..looked at loadsa marine creatures.cool seh.Talked a bit on the way home.increased my anger.at someone.i was so cloze to forgettin ...but..sudd juz popped out when we chatting.even i know its mean..so stop gibbin me hate messages on my tag if you are that bu shuang. its my blog.my.blog. crapp.no use de.nothin wil get into ur mind.

yukyukyuk...my escape plan for the outing is made. its call E.F.T.H.D [[escape from the happiness destroyers]] i go there,but avoid em.so i will hab a happi tym der.right?i hope.i am nort those party ppl de.but.since its really worth it...i will open my mouth.and talk.**cringes**

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2005-06-04T22:55:00.000-07:00

w00t...! weird.todae seems...peaceful. Ah hah! my cue to clear my mind. i really like the gurl sia..*pokes blog layout* got my fav colour...got umbrella...got my hairstyle..too bad my hair is too short,not shiny,and not brown. only got the hairstyle correct. lol. gonna dye my hair brown the moment i enter poly. hm. highlight. not dye. >_< woo...todae sis and dad go out to buy more furnitures. heh. watched fairytopia on kidscentral. *snort* i cant believe it.. i watch kidscentral on sundays! *waits for laughing to stop* feh.

[[hemhem. dunt know whats going on in your mind. or maybe there is nothing at all. hm. wellx. nebermind. ]]

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2005-06-04T00:05:00.000-07:00

Ok..enuff of toking stuff most ppl dont even know le.Concentrate on the main stream.ha.Spent so many days in front of the com...bought new bed..double deck de.me on top.haha my sis and i split the stairs.she bottom half i top half. my mum quite worried about me...can see that. keep telling me not to follow her footsteps and become part of the wall in class.mus open mouth. mus enjoy life. well.even if i want to...i oso cannot get hapi.i found out that i hate crowds. i totally diff from sis...she is those optimistic types. I am the negative one. no wonder we cant get along. wishing everyday that this class will split.well.most prob will split de.i am one of the dumb ones.the rest are geniuses. haii. oso lost interest in a lot of things.lol.except one. thank you for helping me.all bronze sia. never go msn now.unless my cousin want to go there.last time she go change the stupid nick to the song lyric.i deleted everything.muahaha. dreading the few days i needa go out. dammit. why did i agree in the 1st place.nevermind.i will escape to somewhere quiet.i hate noise.argh.

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2005-05-29T23:17:00.000-07:00

wa gotta watch madagascar sia..w00t!! maybe watch with my family...feh.have to beg again.i know u rarely see my blog de...but maybe the other person will.dunt be so hard on that person...see 1st and judge..yea.later aggriviate the person dead le.troublesome.pathetic la.no mood go actually.most prob will cancel it...esp tat idjit...go der oso no fun de.hm.yea...its lyk...its not just me.its...lyk...all of us.right...the rest of us all kana the same treatment.lyk only we few realize.i think.some still dunno...cox...they got other stuff to concen on.i think.yea.think we shd just shoot straight to...?or cont shuddap?hm...actually...i dont have anything to fall back on...tt y i a bit worried las tym..well...zou yi bu kan yi bu lor.*shrug*

gloomy.

2005-05-28T00:57:00.000-07:00

wa todae feel so gloomy...changed everything there to sad sad colours...haii..actually i oso suspected long ago...i shut up only...now then i realize that more and more people are noticing it...hm..actually i affected by it la...but...i try nort to care lorhx.i am quite contended in this situation le...judgin from my personality...you think that i can be invisible in class.from everybody.hmm...nice tho...peace & quiet.can draw happily.felt quite happy chatting with you all...like...must thank neo sia...thats the only interest we few share.next yr will split le...happy happy..restart my life!haha.sorri for taking your fav colour...i tell you my fav colour IS purple...ur colour i just borrow for a while...haha...cox tts the only sad colour i know.hmm.shucks.saving for a grey pb...lol...maybe lar....see 1st.
'___Yar la...you r right...quite worried abt it...but nvm i dont care le...i hope._]]

sheesh

2005-05-26T22:50:00.000-07:00

did some class cleaning today.happi cox no lessons.sad cos i alwaes kana targeted by the happiness destroyers.new member is weithai bwahaha. feh...got 6 now. spent most of my time doodling while most of the class play truth or dare. drew comics-the adventure of stick the stick man! ha.oso drew pictures of lilianah and ginnietah. [[you two should know who they are!]] i got sick of drawin nolindah's eyes. too hard...will draw when i in gd mood. haha...quite happi lar..found out that i was wrong about myself after all.haha...i dont even understand myself lol.yea...so keep smiling to miiself...of cos nv let ppl c...riight.hm.got mii report book.no mood to tok abt it...can sae tt i am veri veri dead le.yea.sorta get it?marvel at my...disastrous results.happi lar happi lar u all...boohoohoooooooo.feh.dont care le la.shucks.

dot

2005-05-25T23:45:00.000-07:00

feh.saying it again...just for you.i dont care abt it de.you dont owe me ur life.i wont kill you if you went with other people.*shrug*thats your business.i dont have the authority to care.lyk u said.heck care le.soo..i dont mind.i dont care.people come,people go.same cycle.

yay.chucking all my furniture and getting new ones.next time i gonna invite you few to my house...i treat you all to unlimited internet access.only u all got the priority wo.the rest dream on le.bwahaha.gak.found out that my skin is super sensitive.feh.gonna kill the doctor...idjit.but...at least it helps a bit.BIT.*snort* i gunna make the people hu laughed at my sensitive skin my enimies!!!bwahaha.hm.jokin.but ill make them suffer.feh.but still must wait for lyk billions of years before that few scars go off.gak.feh.1st time mdm sue nv scold tix class.made me feel happier todae...tts it.end of mii happiness.the rest all destroyed by the happiness destroyers.feh.quite angry tho.those brainless freakos.bah.those few brainless freakos.the rest at least...showed some signs of happiness and welcome when i came back b4 schedule.bah.hm.not all...but quite a lot of my friends la...even that three person i rarely tok to..asked abt my recovery...very touched sia...thankyew.

damnnit.need to swim at the underwater job.FEH.i hate it like already...i hate swimming with friends...but i like swimming ALONE.feh.still got SO MANY PEOPLE I KNOW GOIN WIT ME.wa bian...paronoid le.but for the dolphins...i sacrifice la....

''___get a life.___]]

dot

2005-05-19T19:28:00.000-07:00

got most of mii results.cant b bothered to feel sad.or mayb i am.nort sure.felt quite empty lar.like.in prison or wadd haha.listened to the CD loadsa times.but still not tired of it.haha.simply put,i lurve it.tired of everything lar.even the com le.everytime chatt you two would yak non stop about stuff i dun even noe abt.tn y invite mii in ur convo.snort snort.lame sia.i everytime ignore ya msgs de.until now stil nv get it n invite like crazy.wa..-.-#. haii.i miss buyin comics.i miss readin em.wa.tts the worst punishment eva.ha.tryin to find the avril song on mii com.0.o dunno i upload on which folder.i created millions.sad.
[[...cant believe it.a TEACHER.tts veri selfish of her to think liddat...like..its not mii fault.i jus wanna get ova wif e examz.jeebus.argh.but wish her good health on her n her babii ba.pregnant ppl tend to b ova paranoid.4 tt i fergib u.bwahaha.jokin tcha.]]

dot

2005-05-17T18:46:00.000-07:00

haii...mum shocked at mii fer being so independent yesterdae...lyk i nort las tym?! humph.nah.yesterdae realli did everything miiself...cox wann cover up that box of smuggled mentos only..duh..she think tt i kana possessed or wad.jeebus.sad lar.no mood to draw that GODAMNED QUEEN! grr.wann rip her face man..look so old..see oso no mood draw sia.Pawan let mii off lar..i dun wann draw her liao.sobsob.todae did billions of screenies.say cheese! : D haha lol.
[[sot]] its so common to see conflicts le..i am nort affected bii insults.i just dun lyk to take one lyin down.heh.mayb she feels the same,or mayb she dosent.*shrug* sry if tt is offendin,burt tts mii nature. you sae u mii fwen,burt on her side. so..according to mii simplification,you are on her side n thus her fwen! OH yea! mii brain figured all tix out..mayb i shd throw some emotions in tho.burt no.dont wan waste mii hormones.but actualli.seriously.if u wif her u better jus stick wif her.hu noes wad might happen again ..mayb another fight,a bigger one..stick with one gd fwen instead of hangin in de middle.if der ish one again,u hab another fwen wif u. if u nv stick wif one.hu noes wad might happen.mii opinion onlii.u cn dismiss it if u wan.*shrug*

its 4 u

2005-05-16T06:36:00.000-07:00

recoverin fm pox rite nw...watched channel 5 in dar morn...wantin to feel better...but in e end all the shows r so scary nia...jeebus...blood n gore...lucki after tt ish all the america's funniest movies tt kind le...switched it off after sittin in e couch n nort movin fer 2 n 1/2 hrx...tn heaved miiself onto another chair tn play neo...fer abt 6 hrs ba...tn eye tired...so went to my bed to stone der...got bored sudd...n decided to draw kenn's snow [A] tried mii best to make it look emotionless but wif a scary prescence...[shrugs]at least it has a shape.i might be scarred in the FACE!!!OMG!nvm...to hell wif tt blardii pox...i cn live wif it..i hope...[sob]went to sya tag n chatted wif her n norm...got mor n mor tired afta repeated refreshin...tn i gib up n closed the com finally haha.until now my legs only moved fer abt 1 minute onlii...tn waited fer pa1 to command mii to draw.again.tn ignored him.again.yukyukyuk.cnt b bothered...nort even a word pls...jeebus...i onlii help u cox u help mii a lot,dude...but its true...i owe u a lot...so tx man.itchin to murder my sis...n00b brained,tt idjit...idjit idjit idjit!grr.damn lar..no1 touches my MENTOS W/O MY PERMISSION!!!JEEBUS! arg...

dot

2005-05-15T23:09:00.000-07:00

..update..
..main entry prev post (: ..
kenn cheer up kk...n dun ever tok bout commitin suicide...you cant alwae get perfection in life de...relax n nex tym u will do better kk...breathe in n out...
sabrina n minette...waddaya mean?!wann see our views?ask lar...y use that tone with us...like bu shuang liddat...if u ask we cn oso talk it out right...n wad copicattx rule???jeebus...pirates...even tho we might nort b so original as u sae...we at least tried ...n we r stil tryin...we hate rip offs.

hm.

2005-05-15T17:43:00.000-07:00

hmm.quite saddenin lar.i lost control of mii again..tried my best to stay calm..but cant hold it in any longer wn i saw her tag...so angry sia...like she n sab r angelxx meh...treatin uz lyk betrayers liddat...sheesh.you think i sudd wann leave cox i feel like it arhx...u tell ppl to put emself in other ppl shoex...burt hu cn try to understand my situation...tn u go on sorta blamin sya fer leavin u all...y i dun see eu all blamin urself de?! 4giv 4giv 4giv...hu wanns 4givness wn eu got mii so freakin pissed at u all...i wil b a stoopid idiot if i join bak man...dun treat mii like sum sorta 3 yr old kid...imagine u r angry at sum ppl fer nort even mindin eu...wil eu accept their ''fergivness''?! jeebus...if i accept...i might as well jux throw mii pride into e rubbish bin le lor. i alreadii admitted i oso in darr wrong...it takes two hands to clap...but i nv c u all sae anytin liddat....nort even once.n i tot its ova al wadd...sudd cum outta nowhere n shoot ppl lik hell...if u dun like tix points u jus sae out las tim lar...wait until now tn sae..jeebus...pointless...draggin up stuff fm e past...sheesh.
[[to those well wishers esp the four of u..]]thank you fer ur kindness...tx pawan n ken fer e veri veri veri special wae of givin mii that get well soon msg...tx sya 4 e smses...n the money wasted wn smsin...n atiqah...thankew for readin mii blog...i lost ur blog add....cn tag mii n gimmi???thankiexx...yukyukyuk...

ha

2005-05-14T23:40:00.000-07:00

wa...i until now nv even sae one word...veri weak now...cox of the dumb ''double combo''...two sicknesses in one shot.haii...y m i alwae to one to suffer the most...physically...i was born defective...weak health...weird hand...and the incapability of....moving certain parts of me easily.i hate being this twin...feel sum kinda lyk a murderer...i sorta...joined with my twin...to form this weird baby.even though people said tt its special n unique blah blah blah...sumhow i dont feel tt wae...get quite...sad wn ppl notices it...yea...at home even worse...mus suffer under the questionings of my sister...y is sis liddat wn i nt....y is sis so diff fm me...wa heart pain sia...i m on mii own abt tix...no 1 is diff lyk mii...evry1 is normal...cn hab fun...w/o fallin ill afta tt...rather stay home 4eva n dun cum out...der ish no yushan in tix wurld....even tho i noe i m alreadii one of the fortunate ones...escapin fm death wn i a baby...phew...deadly fever sia....tt thought ish stuck on mii.....until now....
[[vicks]]this vanilla will b missing out sum action worr...gt depression right now haha...go rely on that sadness n cutie gynae for those doses of lunatical happiness!
''__P.S: wrote this during one of my sad moods...everytime sick tn i sad...now u **hint hint** know y i alwae moody le ba....i not feeling well for a veri long time le...now u oso noe y i keep losing my voice le ba...**hint hint** yap...so dun pester sya 4 e ans...haha...later she murder u.

ello...

2005-05-13T01:05:00.000-07:00

[[the one hu posted at sya tag]] yo...anger alert! try cooling down b4 ...um....accusing?ish tt a right word?ya noe...all de ..accusations..hem hem...u threw at ..us..were oso thrown bak at u all...last time.i...dont know ur way of thinking...but...its gd tt u voiced out...i think.erm...yea..tts it...wadava i wanna sae all posted on sya tag board...but...in case it ish ...over shot by more msgs...jus wann repeat wad i said.do anytin...jus dont break up our fwenship.tts the only happii tin tt we hab left.n u r nt helpin matters.
[[sabrina]]ish tt ''water container''u used in art exam yours?looks like mine...i last year lend u one.if its true pls return to me.if i m mistaken thn forget it.
[[fd]]...ish wadd eu said truu?cox...sumtim ur blog saes e opposite.um.yea.so i duno which ish e truth.
[[update]]putting my tag back~!this time with rules...nutin impt tn dunt type.talkin crap tn dunt type.comments n views r ok..

dot

2005-05-12T22:30:00.000-07:00

[[sya]] abt band...i..i dont think mii seniors actually notice tix junior at all...i jump fm buildin ty wil oso no notice de.Trumpet section ish nort bonded n wil nv b able to,judgin frm how e seniors stil react wn u al sectional.no fwen fwen...no gossip gossip...jus teach teach learn learn.no fun one.they r obsessed wif darr dog n the t squared.wa until nw i stil rem...i gt tired of tpet wn i was pressurized agin n agin...started to hate it.tn...wn i sorta realli hate band le...i jus quit n use my mum as a support.ya...i nv quit cox of her..its mii.n until nw i nv regret...if until nw i stil stay...i will b 10 times as moodi as now...ur mum wil nv ...disown her own children.she jus sae outta...anger.too angry to think b4 doin anytin.kk relax...
[[little container]]wn i saw tt container she used...brins back a lot memories...fm e past...burt nw i dont feel anything le....all tt efforts to strengthen trust ish broken down by e truth.tt trust ish made up of lies...
[[update]]one more addition to distant fwens..!one less...trusted fwen...one more mystery of a ''fwen''...one more new fwen.
[[blog]]so SHOCKED farah talked to me?! Bud wrong timing for her tho...i hope i nv touch her...later if she dun hab pox b4 n kana infected i dunno how much apology i have to gib her b4 she 4giv mii...omg...ok WHOEVER U R....ENEMY OR FWEN...SORRI SORRI SORRI SORRI SORRI!!! i noe i came to sch in tix kind of conditions veri selfish....but i gotta finish my exams sorry sorry sorry.if any1 of u r infected....SORRY!!!boohoohoo...

dot

2005-05-10T22:52:00.000-07:00

diff ppl diff languages! : D
[[sot]] wa ni de blog hen hui lehxx....he na xie ren yi yang...yi dian kai qin de shi dou mei you xie xia lai worr. minette suo ni ''pao qi''ta men ar...wa...ke lian.wo ye shi bei ta men na yang jiang.wo suo de hua bu shi gei ni de.shi gei wo ji zi ting de.
ya la.nuthing else to sae le.
[[kw]] april shi geng wo men le ar..?hai shi minet de peng you..?

dot

2005-05-09T22:20:00.000-07:00

followin words written in chinese. ni men hao zhi da worr...ren jia gen ni zao shou ni men zhuang xia ze yang...hen mei you li mao lehx.tao yan si le lar.rang ren jia diu nian...pawan.wo yi bei zi ye bu xiang kan jian ni...wo hen hen hen hen hen si ni men liang ge..!ni men bu yao yi wei ni men liang ge shi shen me da lao ban...bu yao ze yang zi da.

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2005-05-09T00:00:00.000-07:00

[[teaspoon..!haha i love tt word...]]ok.i will go straight to darr point...MY ARTWORK IS NORT DRAWN FOR EU!!! i cn take LEGAL ACTION against u de leh...MUAHAHAHA...no lar no lar...i am tryin my best...to b a professional ..erm...something liddat...ANTHRO ARTIST! my fwenx....get it?anthro...i told u the meaning right...i plan to draw something angry and...gothic...something liddat...i m in the mood to draw unhappi stuff.prepare...to scan!bwahaha....scanners scare mii man....everything must scan scan scan...hmm....next time i gonna draw something sad.coxx i finished up all my happi ideas.waitin for the paint shop pro 8...PAWAN YOU KNOW PRAEDIUS OSO USES PSP8?!?!GET IT?!?!I CN COLOUR LIKE PRAEDIUS!!!...praedius the doggy...shadow doggy...haha gelert...OOPS.said ur name.nvm.dun plan to erase it.
[[syakinah]]hey that cn b our rules to b in e grp.....must b original...no betrayers...possess diff talents...HMMM...GOOD...I PUT THE RULES IN OUR TAGGY BOARD DER...MUACK MUACK 4 THE IDEAS...

ello...

2005-05-04T02:05:00.000-07:00

whoot..! so happi...over a comic..! i dunno wad wrong wif mii le lar...tt comic realli...nice...consoles eu indirectly...all the problem ppl...the comic artist go n describe their lives...but still make it interestin...then the consolin words come...waaa...veri chong bai lehxx...haii...if only those stories r true...if realli got tt kind of person on earth...waa...dream on,shan...
[[us]] heyxx...i will go create one...this time...everyone mus mus mus swear nort to spill it out kkxx....coz the five of us sharin it le...spill oso u kana de...haha...i threatenin eu lehxx...no lar jk...
She said tt no one can survive alone in tixx wurld...i oso cnt ...answer back....burt...cn try...will jus wait...wait till i ...find...a new life?hmm...she quite shockin todae...scream soo loud in clas...shocked man...atiqah oso...hmm...need learn self control man...u all...haha..todae forced myself nort to reply back to her...lets nort complicate things ba...haha...gettin scolded as slut n a bitch...wa...cool personality...burt i dun lyk it..haha...i lyk tt personailty she hab in darr comic...OH NOOOO...ok i will stop tinkin bout tt comic le...oh noo...i cnt get hooked on a comic...exam exam exam~!...but cannot resist...even sotong oso lyk glued to the comic le...i almost at the last ...issue le...heart pain~!!!mus slowly slowly read man...oh ya...chobits...i 4got...to continue to read... comics are my second home....!!!
yay...got the FIR cd le...soooo happi...i love her songs...n her voice...waaa....envy envy envy...hahaha....
[[whoot..!]] no matter wad path u wann to take...i...let go le...coxx...if its my fault...well...lets just say tt...i welcome any challenge...haha...heh. guess whether i serious notxx.....

ello...

2005-05-04T01:45:00.000-07:00

2005-05-03T03:31:00.000-07:00

sry.just tot of sumtin...real entry ish below. i might nort b der wn eu need help...n eu might nort b der 4 mii...i noe sum1 wishes tt i might as well die...haha...tt cool..lol.hmm... anyone read my fav comic de...i tell u my fav character ish saki...her...calm exterior...WOOO....tohru oso lar..got tt nice attitude...whoot.haha ok ok i stop le...hey at recess...i told eu all bout it....the...topic...i sae tn u all gib mii tt pitifoo look...haii...but its troo...no one understands wad ''loyal'' means.even mii.yes mii. i m nort tt naive...i cn do sum pretty bad stuff...qualities of wad eu call a .....? hmm..? lyk ...tt person..? right pawan...i cn b veri mean...i lie...to stop it from breakin...i lied...n i suffered e consequences.yuppx...no ones perfect...so no one can get along wif everyone...impossible.i m veri practical now...i dun believe in...loyalty.burt i ...will nort make tt decision so soon...i will wait...
[[qiqi sista]]thank u...haha...actin up again...hmm...tarot cards...nice right...the two of us...readin darr cards...predictin darr future...which might cum true...dun b too involved in ur bf o...ur mum quite...worried de..kkx...

2005-05-03T03:07:00.000-07:00

FIR ROCKXXX.....!!! wads betrayal..?wads fwenship..?they r just plain words bahxx...syakinah...i noe eu r beri worried...u dun wann to b betrayed again le...i promised too...burt...i think i changed le ba...coz in my heart...i noe der ish no such tings as ''forever''. been through too much to b so naive le...too much. nah...i wil nort b concerned bout...those stuff , kenn...coxx...i guess u n mii...we share darr same tinkin...just rely on ourselves...n no conflicts...no more... i hate everybody...i hate everyone. myself too bah...no one understands...no one noes...might as well...jus rely on miiself...right kenn..
hmm...mayb i will just change back to mii old self...yupxx...i feel better dat wae...black mii. haha...still remember?we tok bout colours...black..mystical...mysterious...angry.well...i m nort mystical...burt i think at least i have a mysterious character bahxx...woooo sounds cool...lol...
[[to...]] hey...do eu stil rem....darr tyms...i still...trusted tix...class..?not now le...i m a verii stupid person de...sumtym anger ppl...hurt ppl oso dunno...sumtym i do in purpose...i dunno whether its eu...or jus mii...i...noe i changed....i might noe wads happenin behind mii...burt i noe...i will neber b concerned ...mii fwenxx...forgive mii... i . p . k . s ....i will neber 4get eu no matter wad happened...burt i saw through it...no one accompanied mii throo last yr...none of mii fwenships lasted...none...i...m still happi tho...coxx...i noe tt...i just...gained more freedom...free from conflicts..free from troubles...
"__V.I.C.K.S =vanilla ice cream kills sadness_____//* will it happen..?will the hurt all of us hab gone troo...heal? i hope...it will...even tho...i noe it wont.
[[fruits basket...!!]] OMIIGOD...!!! KYO N TOHRU?!?!?! hm...okie bahx....but i sorta predicted yuki...but nvm....they still look sweet together....syakinah u happi le lar....humph...hahaha...
fly away...bu guan liu xia duo shao yan lei...haha chinese fwenxx...gimme darr lyrics bahxx...i only noe a few...

its 4 u

2005-04-30T23:27:00.000-07:00

[[t.s.p]] ...i wish tt it wil hab no happii endinn...no matter wad eu do...i gonna watch u all struggle...
[[a.l.y]]sry...cnt trust eu le...burt...all e best in doin wad u tink wads rite...i m gonna let go le...find ur real fwenxx bahx...i m nort...i did bad stuffxx to eu...burt i realli tried advisin eu...we tried our best le...burt i tink we failed in doin tt...we two think it nort suitable..to become tt cloze...burt u realli got e wrong idea....tt person ..
[[tt lovestruck idiot]]b4 u start irritatin ppl u should respect other ppl feelings bahxx...veri veri veri irritated le lehxx...i cn do sum tin de lor...jus dun wann only...burt if u realli go beyond tt limit ..too bad lorxx...i noe u dun even noe tt i have a blog...if u ever saw tix entry...tts good.
//**_nicknames only can b decoded by mii...hahaha...no one noes...this tym i mean it...i lettin go le...

i hate this.

2005-04-30T04:13:00.000-07:00

[[seahorse..?]]u found e person eu lurve le issit bwahahaha...n i noe hu..wahahaha. wa veri bad lorxx eu...dump ur fwenxx for her de.haha jokin.now e serious stuffiexx.ermxx.a lot of us...quite pissed lar.its lyk...from tt dae onwards...u r lyk stuck to her alreadii..tn u laugh laugh wit her tn giv us the black face.yappxx.....a lot of uz quite irritated n decided to leave u alone.n tts good 4 u rite.coz..u whack him tn he nort happi...ya stuff liddat....uh..got a lot more larxx ....but i think i dun wann sae it out le... kkxx...jus tellin eu wad we think...cox..mayb u r overdoing it...sorta lyk take us 4 granted...then jus...ok i think i stop here le bahxxx.
[[josh]] STOP GIVIN BAD COMMENTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS....!!!!! haha ...

its 4 u

2005-04-29T20:44:00.000-07:00

[[remember mii..?]] Ermmx...actuallii..i jealous a lot a lot of ppl de ba...burt i respect their ideas...n neber copi em...burt some come copi mii instead..wa pian. no one noes wad i jealous bout...but i nort tellin em...yuppxx....lyk how she said..i m e kind of ppl tt even if i noe der ish ppl to help mii...i wil nv accept their help..until now i still nv tok to her...n...dunno lar..i dun plan to. good luck to tt junior...i cant take e stress...mayb u cn last longer tn mii ba..a lot of tins to tell eu all...burt i think its better to jus keep it to miiself. i nv trust anyone le...no matter how cloze...yuppxx...even diary i oso nv write le...jus let it disappear by itself..hmm? haha...mayb sumdae...i might jus go to tt place again n ...jus think .. tt place veri quiet veri peaceful de...only went der a few tym wit my family. mayb bcoz i duno how to show ppl concern bahxx...then they misunderstand...i..nort veri good at expressin myself de...i jus keep quiet n look at mii feet...
[[blog]]todae big walk....dammit ...shit...veri stupid lehxx...in e end go home nearly killed by Mrt...we run in tn e door cloze...nearly die man...**pant pant** then sya discman kana spoil by the accident...then phone drop twice..wa lao veri e sway de lorxx....c lar...told u all dun wann walk le...STILL RAISE HAND...cip points useless de lor...

2005-04-27T00:13:00.000-07:00

[[kenn]]yesh...ur blog ish correct..i m a veri cold gurl...i jus forced myself to...be tt gal u c in clas..actually...i feel better off alone...ya noe...same as eu..4get evrything....concentrate on myself only..nothing matters...but its nort right...its lyk..this ish life...u cant handle everything on ur own.i...admit..i dun realli lyk a lot ppl...burt..i tried to understand them...even if they dont giv a damn bout my concern...i'll try nort to scold them...try.its better for everything to b left undisturbed...i..dunno y u think tt person suxx...burt..i wil respect ur decision..burt..yesh...ur temper...cloze fwenz of urs...r mor sensitive then other casual fwens...sya n i...get hurt...veri easily..so tts y we have nort so much real fwens...as in fwens tt ish 100% true to eu...we...cared bout eu...so tt y we tried to advice eu...burt...if eu got ur own decisions...anything ba..burt liddat veri hard to survive when workin de...
[[syak]]wads wrong wif him de...weird weird...a lot of our fwens oso startin to notice it...mayb we r right...its safer to...wait. hmm yesh?i think i oso changing...yuppxx...less...social or sumtin...wanghao they all kana mii vent anger on them....feel veri sorrii...mus apologize sumdae...yuppx...i giv up le...and the other one we r quite worried bout too stubborn 4 his own good...wadava we sae...its all wasted le...hmm yea?so..let it b le la...no one ish perfect..they need to learn too..
[[pawan]]wad the?! WAKE UP!!EXAMS ARE COMING!! DINGDONG!!KNOCK KNOCK!! dun gimme tt face kkzz...i wann studii n tts tt.dun go orderin mii bout...u wann u draw urself...pissed..u think i ur doggy meh...trust mii i oso wann e trophies burt now ish nort the right tym!u dunno wad mistake eu r makin...
[[bloggin]]wa lao all guys suck man...[[xcept 4 sum]]..so pissed at them...its lyk...they r 4eva neber serious de...esp eu hor...pa1..sheesh...i amazed at their wae of relievin stress...play.SHEESH..now so critical le...still wann play play...no wonder the teachers wann murder them...
[[bout mr tan]] he quite good lehxx...so mani bad comments bout 2F but he still got that jolly face lorxx....veri pro man..i oso veri guilty..ya...we havin so muchie fun then he gets to bear the consequences of our ''fun'' yuppxx...so i realli realli dun lyk those damned idiots hu play in class...[[believe mii...they r guys again]]dun wann write le lar...the more i write e mor angry i m..

roses.

2005-04-24T04:29:00.000-07:00

[[kenn]] heyx...ermx.Is it possible for eu to forgive n forget? I dunt tink i cn..haii...the letter she gave mii explains everything...tat fwenship..all outta pity.I dun lyk ppl pityin mii...makes mii feel so...useless.I oso told her...that 1 year las tym was all lies...i lied that i like band...i lied that i like music...just to..you noe.But realli...i realli wann pursue mii interest..which ish..comics..drawin..blah. : D haha..nw tt i left i cn do all tix.i feel happier but stil quite hurt.u noe...our fwenship las yr ish made of lies..yappx.
[[neo stuffies]] yuppx...jia you jia you jia you! avie collecters...good luck!
[[tt lil gurl]]heyx...we cn neva b gd fwen again...i wil jus treat u as a casual one...coz..you shd noe..prev blog explained it...
nort muchies to sae le..will continue to play it...n try get high score...n anywae kenn...erm...nvmmm tell eu in class kk..

...

2005-04-23T01:54:00.000-07:00

[[kenn]]no kenn u r wrong...i have no problems rite now...i free le.i m jus pickin myself up...n learning stuff the hard way...i found out tht i cnt trust anyone except for only a few...my guardian angels...only 3 left...the rest all fallen le.sry for the prev prev prev posts...was too hot headed..coz..wad u all did realli sorta smashed up my feelings.ermx.is wad i did classified as betrayal?coz i reali...wanna...shoulder some responsibility on it as its mine...wad i did ish wrong...too rash...i shd have made a conference or something...i regained my last status...found out tt i have the independent mindset...i need only my fwenx.i value fwenship more than anythin..so if anyone realli hurt mii...n its linked to fwenship...i will never forgive that person...never ever ever...so i will understand if i did something wrong n ppl start givin mii tt treatment.i m tryin to improve myself...not change.burt...easier said then done...my happiness ish all in my actions...so i will plan it carefully... i wont repeat my mistakes..anymore.
[[my angels]] yo yox! Neo goin veri well...i cant believe that i got my avatar...I LOVEE MII! thanks for all your encouragement...i will get the Dubloon avie 4 eu somedae...i swear!

ha

2005-04-22T22:49:00.000-07:00

i really love s.h.e n f.i.r!they rocks..haha.
[[kenn]]y ur mum thinks tt they r bad influence...ish he that bad?then isnt it good tt i made the choice to leave?y do u try to stop mii from doin tht thn?so..its a misunderstanding n some confessions.everyone confessed everything in this conflict..all lies exposed! truce? why is april involved in the neopets thingy? i dunt understand. i got the buzzer avie anywae...big boost to my confidence..^_^..
[[to eu]] thank you 4 all the help u have given mii...even tho u r veri naggy....u gave mii great advice n encouragement...but u realli lyk to gossip lolxx...tts the ability of a gurl bahxx...

its 4 u

2005-04-22T00:45:00.000-07:00

ENTRY OF ANGER!!!
[[kenn]]I betrayed ur trust in mii..ish tt wad u think?!i m nort one to b beaten w/o an real discussion.wad u tink i m.?!i m e owner of my account lehxx.anytin related my my account i have responsibility for it.betray then betray larxx.i shared my account wif u n now u all r takin over it.WHERE DO I STAND?!we helped u so much thn u jus dump us.wer ish ur conscience?shoot ppl...sae tt sya veri weird..ur true meaning ish tt she veri noisy rite..ur blog.all hurtful words.u think that our hearts made of stone mehxx.evrytume ppl sae a little word u shoot shoot shoot.normy alwae kana ur shootin de...u dun pity we pity lehxx.innocent ppl dun drag in.u wann b a loner. SO BE IT. go go go .change place.dun keep threatenin ppl wif oh-i-hav-to-change-place-or-i-will-die no wae.no one is stopping u now.UR WISH IS GRANTED.GO N REALISE UR DREAM!u hate mii.pawan.sya.u tin we dun feel e same 4 u?u said something bout bad influence.if we are tt bad influence.feel free to complain.feel free to leave.the wurld dunt revolve round u...we dunt have to change to make u hapi.abt neo...stay if u wann...burt dunt HACK DUN CHANGE PASSWORD DUN ANYTHING COZ I DONT TRUST U ANYMORE.thats my condition.
[[sabrina]]usin ur real name from now on.i dun think i wann to address u informally.i dunt care wads ur intention...wad u n she did to us is downright hurtin.our pride ish at stake here.we r not ur playthings!!!u have best fwen then dun take us in!wad u two did is nort kindness okae...its evil!!its hurting!!its nort an act of goodness!!!its sad.i m a person hu dun 4get anger easily...i take a long long time to heal.sya too.lets treat each other lyk casual fren..just casual fwenz.
[[minette]]sry if until now i stil dislyk eu.coz ...two blows at one time.nort veri nice.i need time to reflect n think.n pick myself up.
[[ms.originalty]]r u realli wad u r?wads ur intention?wads wrong...y did u change?
thats all.real entry 4 darr dae ish prev entry.

sheesh

2005-04-21T23:17:00.000-07:00

[[person nort in sch.]]too bad if eu hate this wurld.u r stuck in here n tats tat.dyin is jus escapin.hu noes how afterlife wil feel lyk.over sensitive.people nort bothered at all thn u r der sighin ova evrytin.wad e heck ish wron..?ok seriously.i m willin to break tix painful fwenship if u tink it ish.i only have 3 words in my dictionary.fwen.enemy.stranger.drop down to bein a stranger ba.go live in ur hapi wurld.leave us alone.if tats wad u wann..fine.u got it.here.wad an insult.yi1 zhi1 ju2 gan1 bu4 neng2 da3 fang1 yi4 zhi1 chuan2. too bad if my hanyupinyin is wrong.as lon u get it can le.n.change it if u wann.wads keepin eu.go go go.go waaay over der.bye.
[[if u r readin]]sry.i can never accept u again.even tho she can forget.i cant.i'll jus go bak to ignorin eu.till the end of mii sec sch lifee.u too.dun treat mii lyk a long lost fwen.my character is nort wad eu tink.
[[blog on sch]]yay...got my class tee le.look nice.black tee with al our names.went damn quiet 2dae.ignored loads of ppl..bad mood.n i mean baaaaad mood.lucki i nv shout or wad in class.controllin lyk crazy le.sumdae my dream will cum truu ba...my dream job...have been dreamin it lyk ages.saw the trombone senior todae...wads the name...yuhan or wad...4got.shocked tt he stil remember mii.but hapi he nv treat mii lyk a freak..haha lolx.hes quite stupid larx.until now still tease me wif the same thing.
"__found out tt i cannot trust anyone...e ppl closest to mii will betray mii more...n i dun lyk betraying.___]]/*

shanlifee

2005-04-21T02:16:00.000-07:00

todae remedial miss isma tease pawan mii n sya...right right..pawan n sya haha lolxx.as 4 mii...i wil not b tellin u how she teased mii!haha.nicee.we ruined weithai's present..the doggy.the other present i keep..coz it reali looks nice cant deny it...i accepted it as a fwenship gift i told him.when goin home saw zongyi...his face so strained lyk gonna die liddat.we saw each other..n i laughed at him..coz he runnin like last or wad.LOL.tats lame lorxx...haha..my seniors.miss eu.realli.even tho i hate eu.hehheh.esp jeremy..all dat encouragement..burt i left 4 a reason...mayb i too rash ba..nvm..wads ova is ova.burt mayb i can keep in contact with sum of u..salinda..yoke sin...yeeling..yappx.
--to sot :will b deletin the short msg.if u nv catch it..erm..my decision ish...noting.your choice.
''___My GuArDiAN aNgEls__]]*
--to pawan:monkeyy! thanks 4 e help n laughter u gave mii...n tellin mii to quit...that cca.my mum oso hapi.
--kenn:thanx 4 ur encouragement...burt i might nort folo one of it...coz its my life.i choose who i lyk n want...thanks
--sya:thanks for evrything duh..list oso no enuf space
--norm,dex,mojo:the mood balancers...make mii angry n balance my mood...haha...
--jonathan:duno larhx..u wan to b 1 of my guardian angels so here u go...evil monkeyy!

dot

2005-04-20T01:07:00.000-07:00

Changed it...most prob wun change le ba.i lurvee tix lyk hell.-muacks-i edited lyk siao then got tix result de.todae sch ok lar..but caught her glarin at mii.he sudd bcame so fwendi to mii.got motive?!think think.i tink tt these twoo events tt happened r linked.yarr.dun tel mii tt another 1 wil happen.hm.said wadava i wann sae to sot le.my views.ur views.lets xchange n c!!haha.i can cope wif tix kind probs le..tt y i dun seem as disturbed as u r.learn to..b mor..open..minded.sumtin liddat..= D todae ish okae lar..only the usual irritatin ppl der..sheesh.
uhx.my former posts are smaller larx..so i wil delete them 1 by 1 dun wori...now tix post look nice rite...grin
--to sot : did u help mii when i desperately needed help...yes n no...u..shuttled between us...n tt didnt help matters.but i m thankful anywae.1/2 months.sry 4 nort havin darr patience burt..if u hav told us at least wads wron wif us...i mean..look at us..in wad wae r we diff from eu?we wer hurt b4 too..but we..accepted it n moved on..if only u at least gave us a hint bout ur views.we r nort tt insensitive.u kept quiet we tot u wann peace so we gave u lorxx.u oso neber clarify..i noe fwen shd b sentitive to each otha burt..u cant expect mii to read ur evry actions..its tough 4 mii to split my attention over so mani ppl...i..hav my difficulties too.pls understand.u r tt sorta ppl hu alwae keep quiet even tho u new tt der r ppl to help eu.i suggest tt...u mak ur own choice...we'll jus stay da same.i wont change 4 e sake of another one...u noe?yea...i admit we oso at fault..burt it takes 2 hands to clap...kkx.

2005-04-09T19:32:00.000-07:00

ur actions.i cnt change it.but.its reali offendin to a gurl ba.u changed lehx.las yr nt lyk dat de lor.wad happened now?discussed it wif sya le.but she no state to comment coz she oso veri vexed cos of her...''fren''.tn we tok tok a bit tn i found out tt sya n him is lyk las tym i..nvm.these stuff shd b settled quicky or there wil only b 1 endin.sae bye.oh ya.bak to u.i noe u hav gd intentionx in ur heart duhx.but mayb.u dun understand how a gurl feels ba.mayb u shd b lyk las yr.las yr u lyk noe ur limits...las yr u okae ma.from my views la.but overall.thanks 4 being one of the few hu supported mii wn it seems lyk e whole world is against mii.my cousins bd party turned out to b reali sucky.lolx.but at least i had a TINY BIT of fun.played at the beach.rollerbladed.ate cake.played wif balloons.and ate bbq stuff again.but stil homesick.i reached home at midnight.sheesh.then slept at 12.30.haha.east coast.wenqi got lost tho..my fav cousin got lost?!?! so blur blur de haiyo. i think the sea ..rain..water got calmin effect on mii haha...as long liquid can le.i can stare at a lava lamp for ages.dotxx...i can live on a beach.escape from mii troubles.

2005-04-05T00:35:00.000-07:00

waa..todae sick..but after sch turn worse..now veri veri sick...wa..cnt take it le.pain lyk hell.weithai gav mii a ring.but soton n i did a reali heartless tin.we threw it.away.dot.n kenn go tear up darr paper.n throw.veri heartless.but reali.even if i m single..i wouldnt choose him.its lyk..he is nt my type ba.hmm.his recent letter was scary lor.never giv up.shocked.n i tin he saw tt piece of paper.oh wel.nvm.hm.nex tym i leave note to him tel him stay awae ba.haha.learn fm mistake.chang tong bu ru duan tong.duno how to sae in eng.dot.wan get rid of him then do it lor.in the fastest wae.which oso stands for the heartless wae.wa cme so lame lor.teacher show the transperancy.tn she took kenn n josh name.its lyk.dotdotdot.I PUT SO MANI PPL Y MUS TAKE GUYZ?!THE TWO OF EM SUMMORE.pffft.dot.dotdot.then chinese quite sad lar.score like shit.but i 4got bout it coz they all go b temporary entertainers.haha.science pawan share chair wif mii.wa.regret man.ful of nonsense.but hapi he helped mii shoot weithai.haha.he go irritate him evry few mins.lol.funni scene.haha.hmm.eng they all oso presented.funi.hoyin esp.tn e farmer go stand der tok few secs tn finished le.hahaha.dex keep stammerin.stagefright issit...sadsad.haha todae veri nicee!!gona c movie wif em on sat.hapi hapi.but later mus go cousin bd parti.haii...
...---Listen to your heart---...

sport dae.

2005-03-31T22:16:00.000-08:00

todae sport dae veri hapi n borin.hapi coz no sch.borin coz mus sit der lyk stone n alwae kana pawan irritate.sya n sot nearly lost their phone but lucki found it later or they dead.but mrs sim caught sya tho.pitipiti.bought nice bands in more than words there.i buy purple 4 mi and orange for sya.bought the wrappin paper oso.haha.veri tired.sit there too long le.sit until tired.miss isma veri farni todae.she is so..haiyo.haha.she even sae she tot tt … ah nvm.heh.**smile smile**sotong dun sad lar.no one treatin u as an xtra.dun wori so muchie kkz.ty wunt so bad de.n bout e bf thing..erm..dun wori too muchie abt it.fate wil brin two person together wann.so mayb afta a few dae u might find ur mr right.**smile again**haha my com is seriously dyin coz of tt damned advertisement.stupid virus.keep directin my page 4 no reason to other pages.sooner or later will break one.tn no msn chat.sad waaa boohoohoo
...---Listen to your heart---...

2005-03-30T23:44:00.000-08:00

hm...changed the rainbow scrollin text..and the top headin.todae torture 4 mi man.head pain like siao stil need to study maths n eng.pain until wann knock my head le.lol.now okae le.coz i at home!!muahaha.got a nice lil diary from fridae weekly.nice.a lot ppl copyin uz leh.start diary.wa lao.but nvm.they free to do anytin.its a free country over here.hai.kenn so damn irritated.n sya indirectly shoot him summore.from the tone she used in the diary can see.saddenin.shootin war restartin again?oh no.must hide le.wann go c clas tshirt sumdae.c nicee or not.
...---Listen to your heart---...

2005-03-30T02:16:00.000-08:00

she leavin...i quittin..he angry...he even more angry.disbanded.n i hate it kkz.its my account.but u r the boss.ya i admit u made a lot of contributions.but tt acnt mine afta al.y muz u do tt?its veri lame lor.i c u no acnt tn i lend u one lor.nw u wann b boss.go lar go lar.since u so pro at neo.farah leavin coz of him.n i cn understand.but i wont butt in.i wont.not again.i'll stay neutral.so please please pleae dont hate me.esp u ..even tho i noe tt u duno my blog.i tin...bud i hope tt u wil understand.i not tryin b boss or show attitude.its jus my view. u dunnit tin so hard for it.i'm jus lettin u noe.my displeasure.and stop sayin the stuff i hate.u noe wad it is.
...---Listen to your heart---...

2005-03-30T00:15:00.000-08:00

todae stayed back for peer tutorin but nv tutor at all.instead played n get bullied by the two of them.lol.not reali lar.play play.wa cao...now kenn n the two of em keep pullin me hair.sooner or later sure head pain man.muz train on smackin them.work on my strength.muahaha.started a personal diary.lol.drew more than write.saddenin.haha.feelings veri relax le.but see band members or ms lim will tense up.except for some of coz.lol.time wil slowly change it i am sure.now i juz try get used to it.haha.the whole class veri bad to me leh.wa pian.sae so much crap.haha.lol.i buy staple staple their mouth together tn they noe.lol.haha as long got school then i good mood.can talk wif fwen.leave the pressurizin home.haha.not reali lar.but the family prob veri the vexin sumtym.tired of it.
...---Listen to your heart---...

yay

2005-03-29T00:38:00.000-08:00

Yay changed the css script n song le.nice quiet song.with touch of sadness.wa...my favourites.todae very lame.everyone lookin at me.wa shy man.muz walk wif pawan summore.wa..a lot we skip lor.the commercial oso skip.i mean the toothpaste one.abortion oso go wrong.songs oso not gd timin.shoot.every1 so scared all the words say wron.sci feel lyk got ppl watchin me.n i correct.jonathan.he lookin.i pretend i nv c.tn a lit afta sch i go tel him whether he gt concentrate in claz.tn i walk away.duno how he react.nv c.jus walk.I DONT WANN B GERMAINE I TOLD U LAR.shoot.nvm ova anywae.feels so lame at cme.sya lil speech very...no comment.
alot ppl touched sia.mi too..sobsob.haha.todae nutin much to sae.juz got bullied by e 2 of em.again.evrydae.
...---Listen to your heart---...

hapihapihapi

2005-03-27T23:24:00.000-08:00

Lol todae veri fun.All dae evry1 tok crap ans to tcha.haha crack lame jokez oso.lolz.norlyn sick tho..saddenin.afta sch fun tho.went shoppin wif sab mint ken.sab went home halfwae tho.hai.went to make new fwen shop there.cannot find cat or dog.n tutu.so go to another shopee.bout two cute pressies.one nice to cuddle one got innocent eyez.chose the nice to cuddle one to josh.the innocent one to april.but i wann both...feel like not givin them the pressies n keep 4 me.haha but i cnt b so bad haha..hope mint read my below entry.got advice.har.no lar its a joke.nicee...todae rocks.
...---Listen to your heart---...

wahahaha..

2005-03-26T00:10:00.000-08:00

wei kenn saw ur blog.[[of coz]]one word of advice.relax.kk?hm...realli miss xinying..shimin..haowen.i can cry 4 em man.wer r u al?we 4 gals used 3 be stuck together togetha.now we al diff sch le.hai..kan kai dian..miss sch sudd..thiz ''home'' is so...argh.nt tt i hate it lar..but my sis..n mum..r so inhumane.ty tease me 24/7 leh.wa pian.i realli miss miss miss em..so saddenin.felt so bad.evry1 visit old sch i nv go.feel like smackin meself.found out that i was spied on.mum spied on my msn msgs!!!dammid.argh.sis throw tantrum.todae is hell 4 me...haha..but stil hapi tho..dunno y...sugar rush nv end huh.hm...tinkin back..i tin i sorta cn rem y i tiz behaviour to her.i tin i waz juz plain irritated lar.since tiz yr feb.i tin.not sure.hm.radio on until now.piti radio man.haha...studied 3 hr w/o fail.hope tinz wil turn out wel 4 sharky n bear..wa sabby!only we two single leh..saddenin haha.i figured it all out tho..hm..but nt confirm itz correct or nt.i noe u readin my blog..u two.haha..so..erm..to jon : shut up okae n quit askin me those lame ques.i told u i m single n tts tt! to mint : nt scoldin u lar..but help control ur bf.he very kpo leh.smack him if he dun wan listen.b brutal tn he wil listen 2 u.haha jkjkjk...
...---Listen to your heart---...

2005-03-25T19:04:00.000-08:00

larlarlar...todae can listen radio 24 hrz.haha kewl.sad tho..must study 3 hr non stop.hai..pitiful right..haha the two of em at blisz righ nw..feel so hapi..coz i n lil sharky found it too.duh..wad am i sayin?!i found out that life has given me hapi n sadnezz.so since the hapiness has cum..grab it lar.so..nw i happier!coz of e 6 of em..brighten up my life..cheer me up with lame nonsense..even listen to me complain.sumtymz ty complain wit me oso haha.sittin so cloze to me summore.except farah n pawan so sad.i tin stuf btn me n sabby okae a bit le lar.at least gt tok lik b4.friendly..coz we tried to accept each otha..mayb.wn goin weekiat hse chat wif sab on phone lik siao lik tt.tn lie to him tt i tokin to minette make jon jealouz.muahaha.no lar..do 4 fun onle.haha..i on sugarrush tiz whol wk.notin except tt topic cat keep tokin bout can make me sad.reali hope he dun ask.coz he diff fm him.i giv neutral answer he reject one.i try change topic oso kana caught.wa...he quite thoughtful tho..alway try analyse the tin wann...wann pull out his brainz n put plastic inside.make him stupidier.tn he wil nt tin so much.later tin tin tin figure out the whole tin i die le.a horrible death..haha.
...---Listen to your heart---...